the return of bubbly kylie
i was checking my hp for numerous times as the face of clock showed 8pm. i didnt talk much during dinner unlike previous days as i was in a hurry. may's gonna call me soon as we were supposed to join mybapr ycotm. alas, familiar ringing tone filled the living room. i ran to the direction of my hp with joy. may's name was on the hp screen as expected. she called to inform me tht she would be late. thank goodness! i didnt hv to gulp down the steaming hot soup within secs anymore.
the journey to prince cafe was kinda smooth as kevin(may's bf) used shortcut to avoid jam. we were lucky as kevin managed to spot a parking space in front of murni. gee, when we were to hv tt session in murni, we couldnt find a decent parking space there. now tht we gonna hv tt session in prince cafe, we could only find a parking space in front of murni. how convenient was tht having to walk for a distance before reaching the destination?
i was taken aback when jac screamed my name the moment she saw me. lol. guessed almost everyone in the cafe knew me by my name. after i had taken seat, i promptly ordered my drinks browsed thru the menu, having hard time choosing what should i hv while chatting away with the gurls, back to menu browsing, smiled to the waiter and asked him to take orders frm others 1st as i couldnt make up my mind, cont to chat away, browsed thru the menu again, gave the waiter an apologetic look with the sweetest smile, asked him to take orders frm others again, back to detailed menu browsing, yakking away and in the end decided to hv mango snow mountain as dessert as i had taken dinner at home. ok, i had to admit tht ordering food or drinks was one of the tedious tasks for me as i was too indecisive and not to mention i was busy catching up with the gurls. lucky me tht the waiter was patient enuff not to throw the menu at my face.
besides chatting and laughing away during tt sessions, camwhoring was the next 'in' thing. having a good company who shared the same int as me juz make my face felt numb frm the constant faking flashing of sweet smile in front of the cam. some guys would never understand how we were able to arch our lips and give the sweetest and biggest smiles when the cam was in action. haha, and of course the need for gurls to always tilt the head or demand pics to be taken frm certain angles. not all of us were blessed wif symmetrical face which looked good frm whicheva angles.
of course, the giggling and laughing non stop sessions sometimes just made the cameraman felt like throwing the fork at us for making him to hold the camera for more than intended time.
also there would be time when the guys thought tht the idea of doing gurly things were fun!
or perhaps when coincidently 2 persons were doing the same thing til a story could be created outta it;
lil cute me
was browsing thru my childhood pics. tht's when i realised tht i was a total fulltime poser when i was young. my kiddo time pics were full of poses. but during primary sec, i was kinda shy. ya, u read it rite! i was shy during the 3yrs, feeling so lost as i entered high skool life. my upper sec high skool life was much better. i was more comeptitive back then. plus since my high skool was all gurls' skool, the only time when i could compare my results with the guys were during tuition classes. haha...i knew tht many guys hated me back then. some loved me of course. some juz the kinda luv-hate feelings.
surprisingly after we grad frm high skool, things change. some 'enemies' turn out out to be besties while some bestie drift apart. guess tht's life~ u gain some frens but at the same time u lose some. but each and everyone of them has left some footprints in your heart, teach u stuff and love u juz the way u are! if someone tells u tht s/he doesnt need a fren, dun trust him/her. s/he is lonely. just be his/her fren and let him/her know the joy of having frens around. spread the love ppl!! *hugs*
i've always been skeptical bout getting to know any online frens but i'm glad tht kerry encourages me to go out with them. tht's how i get to know those wonderful ppl who make my coll life so enjoyable. all the chats and outings. though we've not been going out or chat as much as previously, the frenship is still there. it means lots to me when i'm in my depression period, esp michy's existence. she's this one cool and tough gurl who has been there for me and reply my sms when i need some emotional support. of course i still hv my close high skool frens but when u are in depression period, the last thing u wanna do is to tell ur close frens stuff and make them worry bout u. it's so difficult to keep ur feelings frm ur close frens esp when u know them for so long. thus i juz keep things frm them and only tell them what they wanna know yrs later when i'm ok to talk bout it. i know they care for me and wanna be there for me but their presence will only make me feel suffocated. i rather tell michy everything. haha..coz she's really good in keeping secrets! ;) and she really zaps me back to reality~ make me feel happy when i'm having my share of stress. if your name is not mentioned, please dun feel sad coz i still regard each and everyone of u as frens. i'm mentioning michy's name coz she makes me laugh like a crazee gurl when chatting on msn. tht's a secret :P
fashion savvy=gorgeous guys?
i've just finished visiting may's blog and though i hate to admit this but her blog entry is kinda true! where are the gorgeous m'sian guy? i'm sure m'sia is not short of gorgeous guys given the fact tht this is a multi-racial country. it's kinda disappointing nowadays when u are walking on the street, u can hardly find hot guys~ i can spot more hot gurls anywhere, anytime. u may argue tht some gurls are hot just coz they apply make up which is to some extent kinda true but hey, guys can look good too by dressing up! just take a look at the celebrities and compare their pics when they 1st enter the entertainment industry and now. there are so much differences! it's all bout packaging. of course, ordinary guys dun hv their own personal hairstylists, stylists, personal assistants, image consultants, big pay cheques, etc but cant guys just refer to the celebrities' styles and adjust the styles to meet their own personal preferences?
sad to say tht most working male adults dun dress up most of the time anymore. it's true tht they hv their own working dress code to follow compared with coll or uni students. but hey, how many of the guys actually work 7days a week? what's wrong with making themselves look better during the weekends? perhaps m'sian guys aint as fashion savvy as taiwanese, japanese, hongkies, koreans and guys in other asian countries. walking down the shopping malls, u can find many boutiques or outlets selling male garments and accessories but often they aint crowded. u can find some female shoppers trying to purchase some clothes for their loved ones instead.
guess the term 'dressing up' has long been omitted outta older guys' dictionary. they fail to remember how wonderful and gorgeous they look during their younger days. they rather spend time on what they perceive as relevant matters than to use the time and take initiative to make themselves look good for the laydees. boohoo~ hence, laziness and 'cant-be-bothered' attitude hv stolen those gorgeous guys away frm m'sia. tht's such a cruel truth!
looking at those high skool kids or those energetic uni/coll students, i'm sure tht m'sia still has her own share of gorgeous guys. izzit coz the younger generations are more fashion savvy, resorted in being a vainpot and worry bout their outlooks and presentation all the time? nah~ think again. those working male adults were once young and they did take the effort to look good at tht time, rite? so what's with the sudden change of mind? izzit coz they hv more responsibility or mortgages to serve upon? dun think they need to spend most of their savings in clothes though. it's all about mix and match. wearing an expensive designer's jeans with a tee which is cheap and yet has a cool design. dun u agree tht working male adults' bargaining powers are much more compared to those high skool kids or uni/coll students? if those younger guys manage to look good without having to spend a fortune, why cant the working male adults do the same?
after reading this blog entry, i hope tht u guys out there will take the effort to dress up the next time u are on an outing, k? the gurls hv spent their time to doll themselves up so plez respect them and return their favours by doing the same! => plez dun let ur attitudes kill m'sia's very own gorgeous guys~ thanx very much! *hugs*
tellsigns if a guy likes u?help?
recently while having lunch with a fren [yes, a fren..couldnt reveal her name if i still wanna live], she asked me how to know whether a guy liked her? i was caught by surprise and stared blankly at her.
*adjusted my seat and looked at her seriously*
me: erm, i dun really knoe as diff guys hv diff ways to hint gurls. perhaps if he always appears in front of u or always disturb u? or perhaps he'll b extra quiet when u are around and didnt talk with u when he's chatting happily with others? or he'll call u or sms u non stop?
her: he doesnt do all those. he doesnt even reply my sms, like tht day. geram!
me: many guys dun like to reply sms. most of my guy frens dun reply sms lo. used to it so normally i'll juz call them if i wanna ask them anything. haha, actually i dun like to sms either til my phonebills are so expensive. i'm using prepaid. hv to cut down the bills so my sis asks me to sms instead
*in my mind, i'm thinking of not changing to postpaid yet. the main reason i'm still using prepaid is coz i luv hotlink!! erm, not exactly~ haha..my dad sumtimes still checks my hp for any possible signs of me having a bf. btw, he fails terribly as i dun hv a bf or admirer :P plus, who will b so stoopid to leave lovey dovey sms on hp memory so tht dad or any nosy frens will find out? definitely not me! :P but i dun del my sms anymore as i get sms frm gurls nowadays..haha...cham lo. guess really need to join the spinster clubs which is suggested by my ex-roomie*
her: ohh...i dunno la. how to know he likes me? any tests arr?
me: well, the guy tht u like isnt young anymore. plus he always hang out wif gurls. it's kinda difficult to know for sure whether he likes u esp when he's an expert when handling gurls. oh ya, does he knows tht u may hv some feelings for him?
her: i think he knows. it's kinda obvious.
me: ohh...then how does he react to it?
her: he doesnt say anything and start avoiding me.
me: erm, is it possible tht he's not interested? the guys i know will do tht if they aint interested in the gurls tht hint them. i'm not to sure coz some guys luv to act cool and pretend. some guys really do tht. *i mean it, esp when they are in front of their frens*
her: i sms him last week and asked whether he wanna go out but he said he wanna stay home to sleep coz very tired. my fren came to sunway last week. she's the gila kind la. she helped me to sms him. he replied but said he's too tired to go out, perhaps next time. then she sms him to promise tht he would go out the next time i ask him but he didnt reply.
me: ohh...perhaps he fell asleep.
her: i dunno y u ppl dun help me lo.
me: no way! the last time i helped my frens to court the guys they like, the guys ended up confessing their feelings to me instead. i rejected those guys of course but didnt tell my frens til yrs later and we laughed bout it. anyway, those guys didnt court my frens either, they found other gurls instead. me dun wanna help anyone anymore coz it freaks me out! well, tht's coz i dunno him. plus some ppl dun like others to tease them with any gurls. they prefer to court the gurl themselves. he's not in high skool anymore.
her: dunno la. but my fren really gila one. i didnt expect her to sms him.
need ur help now~ esp guys of course! how do u guys hint the gurl of ur dreams tht u actually hv some feelings towards her? oh ya, age grp between 25-30 yrs old. haha, guess i need advice on this matter too. for me the age grp is between 23-27 yrs old. :P i'm suck at getting hints frm guys. sumtimes til my frens feel like wanna whack me on my head coz i'm too blur.
not closing down my blog anymore
still remember tht i'm actually quite indecisive? and not to mention i cant say no when ppl beg me. ish... many ppl make me feel so guilty for making the decision of closing down my blog. hence, i've made a very big desicion of not closing it down anymore due to the constant emo sessions thru msn.
michy, i'm so sorry~ i cant accompany u to close down the blog anymore. thanx to very persuasive highskool frens! gosh, they make me feel so guiltytouched by telling me how much they'll miss me if i dun blog as we seldom chat or email each other anymore due to hectic lifestyle and diff timezone.
haha, guess it's a blessing in disguise? at least now i know who are some of my silent readers. they gimme a shock of my life coz i dun expect them to read my blog. now tht explains the puzzle in my head regarding the location of some readers. they are the culprits :P oh ya, it's such a sad case tht none of my stalkers come fwd to beg me not to stop blogging. yeah, u read it rite, N-O-N-E. gee, they are really good in stalking, huh? ok la, not tht i hv many stalkers. :P
anyway, take care everyone! thanx for all your support! i know u luv me!! *perasan mode being set to d max*
closing down of blog
gosh, without realising it i've been blogging for quite some time. i truly luv scribbling down my feelings in my blog as i'm too lazy to keep a diary. it's easier to type using keypad anyway. however, these happy moments gonna come to an end now. juz take a look at my lifestatus. i've been missing for many days. guess the joy of writing down my feelings isnt there anymore. thanx to the perverts and stalkers but nvm tht.
to all my frens out there who hv been checking on how am i doing thru my blog, thanx! i luv all of u. i will keep in mind tht i've been luv. to those who hv been reading my blog in silence, thanx too. i knoe tht u ppl care for me too. not to forget those who i gotta knoe thru blogging. thanx for your frenship~ u'll be loved!
i plan to close down my blog coz michy is doing the same too. she's the one who intro me to this blogging world. since she's leaving, i shall leave with her too. i truly treasure the stuff tht she has taught me esp how to b strong.
i know tht this is kinda an abrupt decision n might catch u by surprise but please believe tht i've taken lotsa consideration b4 taking this drastic step~ i feel sad when this happens as i know i'll miss all of u~
to all of u tht might miss me, just keep in touch in msn or frenster, k? u can still call or sms me. shall miss all of u! *hugs* all of u hv been great! luv u! *muacks*
anyway, shall dedicate wang lee hom's kiss goodbye to all of u~
secrets of my jewelry box
finally i force myself to clean up my jewelry box. erm, as expected, most of my earrings hv lost their partners, quite a number of necklaces are on holiday elsewhere, rings and toe rings lost their way home, bracelets and bangles are missing as well. ok, dont panic~ those gifts frm my beloved family and frens are still in my jewelry box, safe and sound.
just in case u wonder how come i dun always wear necklace when i'm out for shopping spree or any gatherings, it's coz my neck is highly sensitive til it'll b red after a while. i try my very best not to rub or scratch my neck but the end result will still be the same. a nicely red patch which will stay on my neck for several days. oh ya, i dun always wear earrings as i always lose them. after realising tht i cant find them anywhere, i will get really upset til i can hardly eat. it may appear to be silly to some of u but tht's how i feel after i lose anything. my bangles and bracelets are not spared frm the same fate as well.
as a matter of fact, i always lose my stuff *pulling a long face and pouts*. just imagine tht i always dream of my missing belongings come back to me. all of them come chasing after me. regardless of how fast i run, i cant escape. it's even worst when i cant find any escape route. few secs later, i'll be awake. cold sweats all over, looking left and rite for any signs of any umbrellas, water bottles, tupperwares, pens, pencils, pencil box, outfits or anything at all which is still chasing me. tht's my nitemare even til now. though it's not as frequent as previous yrs, it still haunts me.
the worst part is up til now i can safely guarantee tht anyone tht know bout this nitemare of mine will burst into laugher. i know it's kinda silly but hey i cant stop myself frm having silly fears! i hate myself for being so timid. >_<
what's wrong with me?
guess i'm not the same bubbly gurl tht many ppl know. recently many ppl are asking me whether something is bothering me. i'm not talking as much as previously. i can stay home all day without even pestering mum to bring me out. when dad asks me to go shopping, i actually turn him down as i wanna lock myself in the room to sleep or online. kinda anti-social nowadays.
i've been rejecting frens' invi for outings esp those nite outings as i wanna stay home to hug my small bolster. i've been locking my room quite often when normally i'll leave the door ajar. parents hv been checking whether i'm home asleep at nite and to their surprise, i'm already at home as early as 12am. kerry is surprised when i tell her tht i wanna sleep at 10pm. she thinks tht i'm sick.
lately mum has been calling my name non stop when she's chatting with me as i seem to be not listening. karen has been telling me her interesting life but i hv to really force myself to listen and not let my mind wander off. i misread sms very often til my friends hv to call up to ask me whether i'm fine. i dont laugh as much as previously which is supposed to be good news for many ppl coz i cant stop laughing once i start to laugh. there's no 'off' button. ppl find it strange when i only manage a smile when everyone else is laughing their ass off. erm, is there something really wrong with me?
i still go to class knowing tht ann wont be going which means i'll hv to keep quiet the whole day. i purposely use the long way to the washroom in coll as i wanna avoid speaking to ppl i know. haiz, am i in the midst of depression? all my cute teddies are on the floor lying around but i dun even care. they are like my life but now i juz dun care bout them. one of the small lil teddies is still missing but i'm not worried at all. i lose my ipod shuffle somewhere in my room but i dun even bother to search for it. my room is in a mess as if tornado has hit my room.
i hv stop dolling up when i go out or attend class. i'll just grab any outfit tht is within my sight. yee, my friends say tht i suddenly look so auntie. i cant sleep at nite, waking almost every hr. i feel so tired the next day. the lappie is in front of me all the time when i'm supposed to be studying. hope i'll be back to normal soon.
is that me?[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee. [ ] I keep track of dates using a calender. [ ] I own more than one credit card. [ ] I know how to change the oil in a car. [x] I know how to do my own laundry. [ ] I vote every election. [x] I can cook for myself [ ] I think politics are exciting. [ ] I balance my checkbook. [x] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 4
[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early. [ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. [x] I’ve never gotten a detention. [x] I have never gotten completely trashed. [x] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. [] I like to take walks by myself. [x] I’ve watched talk shows. [x] I know what ‘credibility’ means without looking it up. [ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 5
[x] I know how to do the dishes. [x] I can count to 10 in another language. [ ] When I say I’m going to do something I do it. [x] My parents trust me. [ ] I can mow the lawn. [x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid. [ ] I remember to water the plants. [x] I study when I have to. [x]I pay attention at school/college. [ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 6
[x] I can spell ‘experience’ without looking it up [ ] I work out on a regular basis. [] I clean up my own mess. [ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name. [ ] My favorite kind of food is takeout. [x] I have gained weight since middle/high school. [ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine. [] I can go to the store without getting something I don’t need. [x] I understand political jokes the first time they are said. [ ] I can type quickly.
Total: 3
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour. [ ] My only friends are from my place of employment. [ ] I have been to a Tupperware party. [ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. [ ] I have more bills than I can pay. [] All my friends are older than I am. [] I can say no to staying out all night. [x] I use the internet every day. [] My wardrobe hasn’t changed in a while. [ ] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 2
My total is : 20
Actual age is : 23
erm, kinda not so accurate for me though. many friends hv done it and so far they've been saying this test is accurate. if it's really accurate, it'll mean tht i dun behave like my age. haiz... ok la, dont laugh~ i'm childish. talking bout being childish, recently a grp of friends, aging 18 or 19 yrs old say tht i'm childish to which i deny to the max. very kek! i shall act like an adult now!! remember to stop me frm being childish :D thanx very much!
oh ya, i shall tag anyone who is free to do tis! :D take care n hv a nice day!
T.T my toe is wrapped againit's time to pay the doc a visit again. i needed to get my dose for hepatitis b prevention injection. after changing, i jumped into the car feeling a lil excited. i wondered why too. the journey to the clinic was smooth. as usual, mum sent karen for her tuition class in usj 9 1st.
it's kinda lucky as mum managed to get a carpark without having to make few rounds. mum handled me some coins to slot into the autopay machine. while crossing the road, i was thinking of whether to show the doc my toe. i felt the pain everytime i walked for the past few days. in the end, i made up my mind to show the doc. after mum had locked the car, we walked to the clinic.
the clinic was kinda empty. not many patients this time. i chatted with mum while waiting for my name to be called. i browsed thru the clinic in search for interesting articles to be read. alas, found a few of them. i was scanning thru the articles quickly when my eyes stopped at the aquarium in the clinic. the water was kinda dirty. obviously no one was free to change the water. i told mum how i pitied the fish for having to live in an environment like tht. i would definitely suffocate if i were the fish. couldnt really see what's in the aquarium anymore. the fish swam in slow motion too. perhaps they were trying to avoid bumping into each other. their vision must hv been blurred.
finally i heard the nurse calling me. i walked into the room while smiling to the doc. after getting the injection, i showed the doc my toe while telling him tht it still hurt me. he bent over to take a better look at my toe and told me the bad news. apparently my toe wasnt cured yet. the corn was back again. arrgggghhhhh, how unlucky was i? he even mentioned how strange it was as i was his 1st patient who wasnt cured after tht minor surgery. bad luck, huh? i shivered at the thought of going thru the pain all over again. without hesitation, i asked the doc whether there was any alternative. he recommended tht i put med on it but it would take a longer time.
upon hearing tht, mum asked me to do the minor surgery again at tht very instant. my heart sanked. i was kinda reluctant to do tht so i asked the doc again bout the alternative. it's kinda a nuisance too. the doc chirped and told me tht this time he would cut deep into my toe. it wasnt fun at all as i would hv a deeper hole on my toe. *sigh* the doc said he would do it for free but tht's not the point. it's all bout the pain.
alas, i dragged my feet to get ready for the minor surgery. my palm and soles were sweaty. i had cold sweat. finally after getting ready, the doc pricked my toe with the anaesthetic. like previously, i screamed in agony. as the doc knew tht i couldnt tolerate the pain, he only gave a shot but a full shot which made me even more even pain. previously it was two half shots. after my toe was confirmed numb, he started his work. i didnt even dare 2 take a look. i kept saying how unluckily i was to experience the pain again. my pain tolerance level was the same since young. it's nil. even a lil prick would make me scream like someone had just thrust a sword into my heart.
T.T
hope i wouldnt hv to go thru it again. my toe was on bandage yet again and i had to take meds too. the prevention shot didnt cause me any pain but the anaesthetic shot did. after taking my med, we walked outta the clinic. mum saw a van selling ong kee tmn connaught big bun thus asked me whether i was hungry. she decided to use food to bribe me so tht i wasnt feeling upset anymore. i wouldnt pout if i was in pain as i didnt how to pout but i would look extremely upset. the vege bun really did cheer me up a lil.
hitz.fm 10th b'day bashhow was ur sat nite? hehe..mine was totally awesome! there were lotsa parties going on sat nite. guess where i spend mine? not really tough to guess, huh? ya, tht's rite! i was at dataran car park one utame with karen~
previously before i left the house, mum looked at me and asked: "ehh, min chien... i thought u say u are going to a party? it's cancelled?"
i looked at mum in astonishment and screamed excitedly: "of course not! i'm ready..waiting for dad to drive us there."
mum quickly scanned my outfit, laughed and commented: "haha...but how come u wear as if u r going to pasar malam? why wear shorts? wear nicer la." my jaw dropped when i heard my mum's comment. i replied: "no la,mii. it's easier to walk with shorts. i'm lazy to wear skirt."
apparently my mum didnt take my excuse as a good answer: " go get changed into somthing more decent. u look like an auntie.
looking surprised, i defended myself: " no arr. i look ok. gee, i dun wanna look like an auntie. will get changed."
in the end, i ransacked my room to search for a decent skirt to match my top. i definitely dun wanna look like an auntie bringing her kid to a party. plus i looked so tired coz i had been lacking beauty sleep. didnt wanna look extra old~ yeah, i had to admit bout being vain. met up with nick and his friend, X. we actually missed point blanc's performance! *sigh* we were in luck as X agreed to bring us meet point blanc. apparently,he's a personal friend.
kenelm joined us later on. *blush* but i escaped to vip zone once shaz arrived with mikel! lol...he was holding the tix and he came late. ok la, we weren't there early either. =P karen and i spent our time window shopping in 1U. i eyed on few items but couldnt purchased them as i didnt wanna look like an auntie, carrying shopping bags to party!
lol..earlier on i was bugging shaz with sms as i wanna take pic with adam the cutiepie =P he's much cuter in person!
ean's another cutie too. he's really mischievous too as he insisted on wearing karen's specs when taking pic. he even screamed tht he couldnt see anything. haha, of course he couldnt see anything as karen's specs shortsighted power was really high. jj was funny and kind! not to mention friendly too. lol. he was asking for his marker pen frm ean. since ean returned it to him, he couldnt gimme his signature. i smiled to jj and borrowed his marker pen so tht ean could use. weren't they playful and hilarious? my cam was outta batt when i wanna get a pic taken with jj. lol..he taught us how to take the last shot before the cam really screamed to stop.
the nite was still young when i felt as if i was being trapped in the oven. all the running and walking around to snap pics and getting celebrities' autograph made me almost drenched in my sweat! lol, luckily i was smart enuff to wear a black top. at least i could camouflage a lil~ i still hadn't get a shot of my autographed poster yet so i would display karen's instead.
i was taking pop shuvit's signature when he pointed out tht i should get a pic taken with the guy who was sitting down and chatting with him. i turned to take a better view of tht guy he mentioned. omg! tht guy is dj cheapshot frm fort minor! there's no way i gonna miss the opportuniy as i had been searching for him the whole nite. no wonder i couldnt find him as he was sitting down with a cap. the both of them were really friendly and kind!
i met dragonred as well. lol... he thought tht my hair was his so he played with it before realising it. natalie was really friendly and cute! as her pic wasnt on the poster i handed to her, she drew a cartoon before signing her name =) reshmonu looked great and lost a lil weight frm the last time i saw him. rudy looked kinda tired but still managed a weak smile. j lo's performance was magnificent! skeletor was all bubbly and energetic. one buck short was awesome too. sasi the don was ok. perhaps i didnt fancy reggae. k town clan rocks!
the crews at work
the crowd while waiting for the next performance
performances:
erm, anyone knows how to edit video? i cant upload pop shuvit's performance on youtube as it's over 1ooMb.
sorry?i couldnt remember u~the melody of my hp was playing while i was in the room, helping mum to set up lappie as she wanna watch HK series. upon hearing tht, i rushed outta the room to receive the call. the word 'private' was displayed on the hp screen. it made my heart smiled as michy actually missed me so much til she called me. feeling so excited, i picked up the call with lotsa enthusiasm. my heart sank when male's voice filled my ears. gee, the call wasnt frm michy~ :(
while answering the guy's call, i reluctantly dragged my feet to the room as mum was still waiting for me to cure her drama addiction. the guy intro himself as ryan or bryan chan. couldnt really hear his name as i wasnt paying much attention. i was kinda shocked as i couldnt even remember him or his friends. their names didnt ring a bell at all. i had few guy friends with the same names but definitely not them. ryan sounded really disappointed as i couldnt even remember his existence in my life.
i tried my best to squeeze all the juice outta my brain to recall how he looked like but to no avail. he insisted knowing me and my friends. he said he's my junior and could even say out my chinese name as per attendance list. he even listed out mei ling's and suei huey's names. he insisted tht we had been out on few outings with a bunch of mutual friends. i felt so guilty as i seriously didnt hv any idea bout his identity. as many would expect, my ability to match ppl's names with their faces had always been much disputed. sometimes i could remember a person with a glance of his/her pic but sometimes i totally lost my memory bout meeting tht particular person.
disappointment frm the other side of the call began to fill the room as i was still trying my best to recall his presence in a small chapter of my life. gosh, my guilt was increasing every sec as his voice of disappointment filled the air. guessed i just couldnt recall him at all. since i couldnt recall him, it's best to regard him as playing a prank on me. at least i wouldnt feel so guilty. thus, i asked him bout the possibility of him playing a prank on me. he denied with much disappointment yet again. oops, not exactly a smart move frm me. i scanned thru my memory to match faces and names of guys appearing on outings but to no avail. i sounded quite apologetic but it only added to his frustration and displeasure.
i was bout to ask him to end tht call as i didnt wanna hurt him further when he confessed tht he's actually shaz. omg!!! shaz!!! he's so mean to play such a prank! i was really guilthy thruout the conversation. lol.... it's long past april fool's day but i was still being fooled. his plan worked with flying colours though. i didnt suspect him at all. didnt cross my mind tht it would be him. congrats, shaz~ u won, k? haha..ok la.. would forgive u as u helped me to get the tix for hitz.fm's b'day bash!
=D went for dinner together with some myb peeps yest nite. thanx to may and jesse for organising a dinner in talipon restaurant, kelana jaya . i had a great time yest nite! should do tht more often =P
anyway, it's kinda easy to find HELP uni coll but it's such a difficult task to find its parking lots. and it didnt help at all when it rained and traffic was moving slowly. sorry, adrina~ didnt mean to make u wait so long. so sorry, dear~ it's nice to chat with u on the phone though.
ok, adrina, ken and i were late for the dinner. we only reached there bout 9.30pm. may and kevin[may's sayang] needed to make a move soon. we only managed to chat with her for a while. haha..... but luckily we managed to take pics =D
after we were not tht hungry anymore, we chatted with kenelm and jesse. haha...tht's when all the fun begun~ the guys were so funny and ahem~ lotsa confessions tht nite =P let's start with kenelm. he was the target of teasing initially. he was denying all along when we teased him with [insert name]. he's trying so hard to deny everything til jesse's gone to the washroom. he suddenly looked so serious and said:
no....me and [insert name] dun hv anything.. *which is then followed by a line in canto* i dun blink when i'm telling a lie.
to which all of us bursted into laughter. he seriously didnt blink his eyes. lol.... i was laughing so hard til my face was red. it was so funny. and his aftermath expression was just oh-so-cute~ haha...it's such a waste tht no video was taken as none of us would expect him to make such a mistake. it's even more hilarious when he related to ken bout how he understood ken's predicament when being teased. lol~
we cont to eat and chat til kenelm mentioned tht it's time for us to leave. so we took few grp pics before making a move. but....it's not the end of the story yet. i forgot what we were chatting bout previously til somehow i came to a conclusion tht jesse preferred guys to gurls:
jesse, so it means tht u like guys??!! *blur expression*
jesse answered promptly, loud and clear:
seriously~
haha...we laughed at his ans. gosh, he watched too much grey's anatomy til he's influenced by it, the maximisation of the word "seriously". lol.... he brightened up everyone's day, huh? alas,he looked at ken and expressed how he understood ken's feelings when being teased. lol... the guys were funny, huh? see? it's ok for guys to make mistakes coz they cheered everyone up! =P
desperado guyswell, i'm sure many of u hv encountered desperate guys, rite? esp those who are going after u, knowing tht they are not ur type of guy... worst still, the both of u hv generation gap! lol.. pardon me but i seriously need to understand my bf future companion and tht's the reason why i dun wanna him to be older than me by more than 4yrs. haha, i dun wanna be persuaded in marriage.
anyway, back to desperate guys. i 've met so many types of them. dun ask me why, k? it seems like i attract the wrong grp of guys too. *sweat* but at least i'm able to identify them except for one who treats me so nice and sweet. ok, i'm blur, k? plus i'll give ppl the benefit of the doubt til i realise tht his doings are way past my comfort zone. tht's when i start asking my other guy friends bout it. i mean guys understand guys' behaviour better, hor? i'm rite all along! my 6th sense is rite but i live in denial so i give tht person the benefit of the doubt. typical wolf hiding under the skin of a sheep! haha... guess what's worst? he uses the same method on all gurls~ dun u think tht it's so easy to detect his doings once u speak to other gurls?
i hate hanky panky guys BIG time!!! i still can accept normal innocent friendly touch but definitely not the kinda uncle-ish ham sup touch. i will keep quiet if guys do tht but it doesnt mean tht i dun mind! i've grown up so i definitely dun wanna create a havoc and screaming in public, complaining to everyone what the ham sup guy just did! most probably he'll get stares and even discrimination frm other ppl. i've tried avoiding and when i mean avoiding, i do it openly and kinda obvious. just buzz off la! i can be mean and direct if tht person wanna me to speak what's on my mind but my parents teach me the respect the elders, which is why i dun voice out there and then but everyone has his/her own limits lo~ plus i expect ppl to know his own abilities and qualities as well. i'm definitely not a supporter of luv at 1st sight!
oh ya, just in case it isnt tht clear, i'll list down my HATE list:
i hate guys who tell me lies, what constitute white lies are very vague so please dun lie to me, u can choose not to tell me but not lie to me.
i hate guys who are boastful. it's kinda easy to know whether a guy is good in any particular stuff. he'll make mistakes if he's boastful coz he wont be able to repeat the exact same thingy the next time he relates the same damn thing again as it's not a fact! it's just another storytelling of his.
i hate guys who simply touch me. it's ok for him to touch me only he's close with me and his touch is just a friendly gesture. dun u think tht it's kinda obvious tht i dun touch all guys i know??!! next time, just stop touching me if i dun hv the habit of touching u!
i hate guys who annoy me. if i dun feel like talking with u, it means tht whatever u say on tht particular day wont even be processed by my brain. it's a better idea for u to drop the interest to cont the chat with me.
i hate guys who dunno what's the meaning of presentable. i hv to admit tht different ppl hv different level of what constitute presentable. in my case, it's not a must to be gorgeous but at least must know how to dress up. i regard it as a respect for me if tht person will take the effort to at least dress up as i spend my time to dress up for an outing as well. btw, if i wear very chin cai it means tht i dun wanna be stared at by particular person who so happens to be at the outing as well.
i hate guys to call me just to ask me lame Qs. it's really cute if i hv interest in u but it's really annoying if u aint. i'm not a bf collector, k? when i hv my gstric pain, i wanna get some sleep so tht the pain wont hurt me so much! unless i'm the one who initiate the sms or call, or else just leave me alone! stop asking me every secs as it's getting on my nerves! even my dad doesnt do tht~
ihate guys who simply spread rumours bout me. it's ok to joke but to a certain extent. trying to deny tht it isnt his fault tht those rumours is not a good choice. i know lotsa ppl luv the teasing game but i know how to differentiate between being teased and being wrongly accused. i'm not close with any guys unless i say so. if u really wanna know who am i close with or go out with, ask me instead.
ihate guys who like to twist and turn facts so tht he's rite! tht's a big mistake. anyway, normally i'll just ignore this kinda person coz there's no use in arguing as he'll say anything to win, in other words i'll just keep quiet. when i do tht, it doesnt mean tht i agree tht he's rite. i think tht he's just so stoopid and crappy in my mind! another egoistic jerk!
i hate guys who claim to know everything bout me or is very close with me. i'm a complicated person tht sometimes i cant even understand myself so it's a total bullshit if another person claims tht he knows me well.
i hate guys treats me like a bimbo as i'm not one. if a guy wanna tell me bout work related stuff, he better be telling me his own experience or friends' instead of making it up as i hv friends from all walks of life.
i hateguys who pretend to be noble when he's not! it's not difficult to detect this kinda guy, huh? his actions and words will betray his real personality.
i hate guys who constantly go round telling ppl tht i'm interested in him when i'm not! well, i dun tell anyone who i like unless u happen to be quai yin, kerry or my mum. i'll deny it even if i seriously like tht guy. just stop asking me who i like or trying to matchmake me with any guy. i prefer the old skool the guy courts me himself to eliminate the complications tht i face in the previous experiences.
Location:
mlk>sunway>usj 16>kota damansara, s'gor, Malaysia
i'm a muarean but grow up in malacca. i've spent my whole 17 and a half years in malacca. with a twist of fate, i spend the rest of my days in selangor. residing initially in sunway but move to usj 16 in nov 2005. i move out to kota damansara with family in jan 2007.
*pics courtesy of may*
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