thanx for ur concern thanx for your concern everyone..feeling better right now...talked to the course director n it really helped lots.he even taught me exam techniques.showed me the passing rate and told us[me and wee peng] his personal experience,etc...n yay,i still got that deferment....

a laydee i knew from a forum told me that she had a baby.haha..ok,she didnt exactly told me.i saw her with a cute lil baby on her msn avatar.being teh ever curious kylie,i asked her whose baby n she asked me to guess.i guessed it's her sis' baby as i didnt hear bout her being pregnant.she changed her msn avatar to the one where her hubby was holding her tummy....omg,that's her own baby!!!she even showed me a pic of her baby yawning...she made my day!!!ok,i adore babies....coz they looked so adorable and carefree....haha...and i told her my equation for her...

gorgeous mum + yeng dad = adorable baby

i've made up my mind to start working by next year to gain my experience earlier.wee peng's senior is only a part 2 student but she's still wee peng's senior as she has more working experience.but her facts are a bit wrong.wee peng tried to correct her based on what we learnt in part 3 but of course she was scolded upside down,left and right.a lesson to be learnt,never try to teach your senior stuff based on your knowledge as u would ended up getting lectures...

and yeah,my parents have confirmed that they will move to kl by end of this year.but for the moment maybe dad will rent a house for us[me n my sis] as we need to move outta the hostel by end of this year based on the new policy....dad will drive us to coll but haha...i really need to learn to drive coz erm,i've forgotten how to drive.....

note:thanx everyone for their support and care...i really appreciate them....u guys are the best!!!and yeah,i dunno how to put them in words...but i guess u ppl should know,right? *hugs* muaccckkkkssss....luv all of u!!!!

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¶ 8/29/2006 12:09:00 AM 4 glass dollie(s)

DEPRESSED haiz....got results yesterday.failed both papers again.it's so depressing.looking at the marks,i was even more depressed.it's already the third attempt.didnt know what went wrong.was it because i didnt read sufficient material?was it because i didnt practise enough Qs?was it because i was too panic in the exam hall?was it because i misinterpreted the Qs?i seriously didnt know.....haiz...felt so lost right now.

called mum.tried my best not to cry on the phone...ok la..at least i only cried after i hung up the call.she asked me whether i would like to start working next year.i told her,ya....coz seriously i needed a break...asked others too and they said the same thing.they would start working next year.perhaps working experience might help when answering the Qs?that's what some seniors had told me.perhaps they were right..... *shrugs* haiz..still very depressed right now.

after i saw my results,felt like banging my head against the wall.my friends asked me to cheer up a lil..but how could i?must had used the wrong way to approach the Qs....when doing the Qs in class with the lecturer,at least i could manage to get part of the asnwers right but when in the exam hall,i couldnt think properly.felt like kicking myself....haiz....something must be really wrong with me.....ok,sorry that i had bored any of u....

p/s:ACCA students please dont even think of calling me or else i will start crying on the phone.esp those who are close to me,this is not the right time to call me,k?need some time alone....familiar voices will only make me feel even more worse.thanx for your concern and i really appreciate it...remember not to call me unless u really wanna hear me cry over the phone...

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¶ 8/22/2006 10:56:00 AM 9 glass dollie(s)

friendly me?or perhaps not! went to fooxion's yum cha session after ms menon's class...yeah,after 9hrs' class.i was totally blur bout everything.couldnt concentrate well.n erm...haha..i was not exactly friendly after all.realised that besides those ppl that i knew from myb,i only managed to speak to 3 other person.they were adrian[jethutyz],jim and splashmilk[forgot his name...wonder it's mike or michael or mikel?!!someone said his name was spelt as mikel] and before justin went home he intro his friend,henry...erm,i thought i heard justin saying 'anry'....haha...that's what happened when i meet new ppl...i could hardly remember their name...guess my memory power was lagging....

i couldnt really open up to strangers.yeah,i was not as friendly as everyone thought i would be.since no one intro other ppl to me,i just spoke to those i knew from myb.seriously,i thought i had changed but it seemed like i was still the same.kinda shy in front of strangers.it's hard to believe,huh?it's the truth!!!everytime when at a new environment,i would keep quiet,hoping that i would just vanish into thin air or wish that someone would notice me and come talk to me.even when i was working part time or during a charity dinner or someone's wedding dinner,i just kept quiet and started to daydream.even at my friends' b'day party.i would either walk straight to familiar faces or just stood at a corner.haha.....yeah...it's still the same after all these years...then other ppl would think that i was that stuck up and arrogant girl.but after knowing me,they would be surprised and wished that i would just shut up.haha.....sounded familiar,anyone?

let's see...elaine was the first girl to talk to me during primary 1 and intro lotsa new friends to me.when i was in primary 5,got into a new class as my result was good.mei ling's the friendly soul who helped me all the time.in form 1,it's mei ling again who intro new friends to me.but we went into different classes in form 2 and i patched up my friendship with eunice in art class.eunice's the one who intro new friends to me.in form 3,angeline intro some friends to me and i got close with amy as we sat together after few months due to some reasons.amy's the real angel back then.helped me outta trouble most of the time.during form 4,i gotta know quai yin and some new friends were intro by her and angeline.shiqin intro some friends to me in form 5.in form 6,sau loong intro some of his guy friends to me.

in coll,i kept quiet for the entire 2 weeks til martina approached me and talked to me.that was when others in the class knew that i was truly m'sian instead of a japanese girl.ok,blame it on my hairstyle and i was too fair at that time.few weeks later,wendy intro herself and again intro some friends to me.after that,wee peng intro few friends.later on,it was jennifer who intro alice to me and wee peng.i knew wizene when she sat next to me and borrowed notes from me.gotta know shirley from shiang ting[siew khoon's ex-housemate].shirley intro janice to me.and along the way,i know many other friends.haha..did u notice the similarity?kinda confusing but it's really clear that i didnt make new friends on my own effort.others intro their friends to me.

gotta say thanx to those who had bring more friends into my life.i really appreciate it.though i might not say it to any of u,but i truly appreciate those friendships.when it comes to mushy mushy stuff,i totally fail...yeah...always dunno how to express my gratitute to everyone in an appropriate way.i end up doing the oppposite thingy.haha...guess u ppl should have known it by now....seriosuly,sometimes i dont mean to argue or hurt anyone's feelings but i;m not very good in expressing myself in a very girlish way. *hugs* please forgive me if u think that i've taken u for granted..it may seem that i have but the truth is i dont...it's just that i dont know how to express myself....

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¶ 8/20/2006 09:57:00 PM 3 glass dollie(s)

a public apology to becky and iskii well,this is a public apology from me to becky regarding the piccies that i had taken from her earlier to post in my entry entitled "zebra attack".yeah,though i had apologised to becky in msn and she said she's cool with it but apparently some ppl didnt really know the whole situation continue to pursue that matter in my blog's comment box.

a dearie friend of mine suggested that i should apologise to becky in my blog instead so that other ppl would aware that i had apologised to becky in msn already.

so becky,dear...will u accept my apology?and if u dont,guess i'll bug u every day n night with sms and phone calls until u accept my apologies.i promise not to take the piccies taken by u and post them in my blog in future....but dun worry,i'll still take piccies with u if u are not sick and tired with me.....

and to becky's bii,iskii...sorry that i said ur chair wasnt comfy to sleep on...ur chair was actually very useful and served its purpose....

please dont take it at heart when i say tht ur chair is uncomfy to sleep on,k?i'm so so so sorry...hope u'll accept my apology,or else i'll have to start sms n calling becky every day too.....

is my apology accepted?is there any penalty?okok..i promise not to be CSI in front of the both of u

p/s:the above entry is directed to becky and iskii...if anyone feels offended by this entry,please dont shoot me or start to scold me...only becky and iskii may do so...even if anyone has the access to becky or iskii's a/c, s/he does not enjoy the privilege to shoot or scold me....

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¶ 8/13/2006 07:32:00 PM 9 glass dollie(s)

yum cha session with zoe guess what?the yum cha session with zoe was a success!!! it was kinda a last min thingy as i was busy to organise one..but thank god that zoe did the planning for it.yeah..haha....but she was being teased....well,it's kinda difficult to ask her out =P plus she's really shy and quiet....haha..ok,not so quiet after a lil bit of warm up chats.....

basically everyone was having lotsa fun...ok,at least i assumed everyone did...there were teasing sessions,laughing sessions plus chatting sessions....erm..and a bit of screaming session from me when patrick arrived.he was talking bout takeshi look-alike guy[which didnt really look at all like takeshi other than the fact that both of them are guys...didnt mean to be harsh but that was the truth]...actually i wanted to tell them to just shoot me instead of torturing me....was so traumatised.... *indulged in self-pity at this very moment* *breathe in,breathe out* ok,that's it...i shall indulge in takeshi kaneshiro's image results that i googled.

no piccies from the yum cha session yet as zoe and cheekyboy have yet to send them to me ..will update the piccies later,k?

*editted* piccies r being emailed by zoe

l-r:kerry,zoe,me n sammie



l-r:cheekyboy,kerry,zoe n me

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¶ 8/11/2006 10:16:00 PM 2 glass dollie(s)

zebra attack!!! had a steamboat b'day party at iskii's place.but NONO...iskii was not tht b'day kid.his gf,becky was.it was a themed party.black n white.kinda cool,rite?having all the guests dressing up in only black or white or a combi.anyways,thanx for the invitation,becky.had a blast there....were really hungry until yujin came n smuggled all the nice food to our place.haha....and we had a whole pack of iskii's much demanded crabsticks....haha..he's d kitty tht made all of us crave for crabsticks.we had lotsa balls too,ranging from chicken balls to sotong balls to fishballs,and i had to raise my white flag...no more balls for me for this whole month!!really phoabia...haha....

btw,my alchohol tolerance level was so pathetically low.i was K.O-ed after having two drops of vodka mixed with a glass of coke.wonder how am i gonna survive if my future employer sends me on any assignments which require me to drink?i doubt that i can survive...n becky took few piccies of me sleeping on an uncomfy chair.one of the pic was kinda obscene so i shall post the less obscene pic.the worst piccies taken were in cheekyboy's digicam.kerry said i looked like a porn star actress in those piccies...haiz.... *indulging in self-pity at this very moment*


b'day gurl with myb-ians:

l-r:kerry,cheekyboy,sammie,becky and me


l-r:kerry,khai,becky,sammie,darren n me



*editted* pics were from becky's collection

Labels: outing

¶ 8/11/2006 04:38:00 PM 12 glass dollie(s)