Monday, November 09, 2009
It's Just A Lie!
I have an announcement to make now. I'm still alive. It is kind of ironic actually as I leave my audit life to commercial line in hope to discover a more relaxed working life only to find out that it is still the same unless I work in a small company. For friends out there who cheat about being extremely free when working in commercial line, thanks and the penalty is you don't get to see me for months.
The only good news is the office is relocated to 1 Tech Park which is so much nearer to my house. The bad news is since it's much nearer to my house, I actually don't have to worry that I will miss lrt so I work extra late. Gee, I think it's safe to say that I have turned into a workaholic. Perhaps I should decorate my workstation to be more cozy as I spend most of my time there. Now I'm considering whether I should bring my pillow to office.
I guess it's time to change my hairstyle to make myself happy and continue to enjoy my working life. Another thing to ponder. Hmm... What should I do with my hair?
Labels: life is bout working too, lil chatty chat
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
i thought i was going blind!
After reaching home from dinner in the curve, I removed my contact lens as usual. I was shocked when my right eye vision was totally blur even though I was wearing my glasses. Boy, I got a shock of my life. I thought I was going blind.
Thinking that my new contact lens was torn, and must have left on my cornea, I screamed for my sis for help. oh well, the lens was perfectly fine without a tear but my vision was blur. It did not help much when I got panic easily. It's just like an automated switch in me which would be powered on whenever I worry bout something. There was an invisible shiny layer on my right cornea and I attempted to remove it, thinking it was the leftover from the contacts. Yes, I know, itchy fingers which caused me the eye infection, swelling and irritation.
I frantically dialed a few friends mobile phone numbers but they were busy with their own agendas. in the end, I forced Jimn and Feing to come to my house to pick me up and send me to the eye specialist. My parents were not at home at that time and though mum's car was parked outside the gate, I could not drive as the last time I drove was during my driving license test 8 years ago. Gosh, no eye specialist was available after 11pm.
Plus there was no 24hours clinic near my place. I became extremely scared, thinking and imagining how life would be if I'm blind. Ok, the poor couple had to put up with my dramatic imagination and obviously I could not calm down though they tried their bset to comfort me.
After visiting Tropicana Medical Centre and Damansara Medical Centre, I still could not get my eyes checked so in the end I decided to try finding a 24-hour clinic in Damansara Uptown. Could you believe it? I worked there for like a year and 9 months but I did not realise that a clinic was there. Ok, perhaps many of you would have guess how on earth could this blur girl notice such a big clinic. I had to admit that I could be that blur.
Anyway, the doctor said my eyes was perfectly fine and if I did not try to touch my cornea with my fingers, I would be fine within 24 hours. It could be due to allergy as it was a new brand of contact lens that i recently bought. Good to hear that I was not going to be blind. Haha, guess what? The doctor had to put up with my belief that my lens tore and some part of it was in my right eye. She checked it twice for me while smiling but it turned into laughter soon. I guess she must have thought that I was a childish patient. I believe I was at that moment.
Gosh, a really bad record coz I took 4 MCs wuthin 2 months and I have not passed my probation period whereas I did not take any MC for bout a year and a half. Gee.... Haiz... Wish me luck!
Labels: life is bout working too, lil chatty chat
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
i have a watch! yes, finally
I have finally bought a watch! Yeah, finally. I have sensitive skin so most of the time I will not dare to wear a watch as my wrist will turn red and start to itch. Well, I will check out watches from time to time, eying on a watch to purchase that suits my taste and skin condition.
I fall in love with this watch and decide to get it in the end after consulting mii. Haha... yeah, I still consult mii before I buy some stuff. You know, the fact that mii is always right! Don't worry, I'll definitely wear this watch when I go out. Ok, at least I hope since it's been a long time since I've worn a watch. Perhaps I will accidentally forget bout my watch. You know me! :P
Labels: lil chatty chat, lil party princess
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
family time
Since young, after dinner on weekdays or Sundays, dad will bring us for a walk in the shopping malls. Most of the time, it's for window shopping plus leisure time together with the family. A type of exercise after a heavy dinner. It's been like a ritual thing. I guess it really does explain the reason I visit the shopping malls often even if it's just for window shopping. The memories of being together with the family.
As I grow older, moving out from house for college and now staying with family again, the shopping time with family has become much lesser. Mainly because all of us have grown up and wanting to have some alone time with friends. As usual, I'm not the type of girl who can stay being too distant from the family.
So guess what I do on one Sunday? Yeah, going to Pavilion with my mii and sis. Mii needs to get her facial care while I just window shop til mii sees a green handbag that she thinks suits me. As we are not from a rich family background, sometimes buying things make me think twice especially when there is no discount on particular item. Yeah, just believe it. I may not look like a poor girl but it's true. Now that I start working and owning credit cards, you can figure the rest.
Anyway, there is this lucky draw promotion in parkson with female and Dior as the sponsors. Mii buys her facial care while we try our luck in the lucky draw. What can I say? Lucky me that I win an eyeshadow pallette worth rm185 from Dior and a foundation with spf. Ok, I'm not a big fan of Dior mainly because I don't put on make up but it's seriously a nice treat.
Plus we can get shopping vouchers as well. Mii is kind is enough to give me her shopping vouchers so I buy that green handbag. Lol. Ok, i swipe my card plus deduct the points from the packson privilege card. I feel better and not feeling so guilty over my treat.
Ahh, have you guys seen the wishing well in front of Pavilion? It looks kind of simple during the day but it's amazing during the night with all the colourful lights. A magical wishing well it may seem. It's no surprise that we take few pictures with it. Just for the record, no, I haven't make my wish to the well yet as I believe sometimes we need to be careful over what we wish for.
Labels: lil chatty chat, lil party princess
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Sunday, July 12, 2009
moments like this
Gee, don't you just miss going on a vacation with your family? Oh well, though it's kind of noisy in the car with all the bickering with siblings plus nagging from parents, you will treasure it for life especially when you are getting older. At least I treasure those moments even more. It's kind of rare that we can find time for each other anymore especially when we have our own life and friends. Please enjoy and treasure moments you can spend with your close ones.
You will be surprised at how time flies. It feels like nanoseconds even more after I start working. Every seconds counts and contributes to my memory. Gosh, I dread the day when we can meet much lesser after we move out of papa's house to start our own family. Ok, perhaps it's not so soon for me or even not in a lifetime but my sisters are sure growing up. No more bickering, arguments, disagreements or sarcasm from siblings. Feel so stripped.
Sometimes I do wonder how long can we stay so close-knitted? Will we be strangers in ten years' time? Or are we still really close to each other despite distance? Only time will tell and this post is really going to be important to remind me of my fear of the future. Gee, do i need to emphasize more on how much i hate uncertainty?
Papa is still our chauffeur all the years though sometimes he's not at home so mii will take over his place.
I still remember vividly the way i hugged my papa tightly when I was 6 years old. We were on his motorbike with kerry in the basket. It was then I tell myself that I will not ever ride on a motorbike after i grow up. Though the breeze felt so cold when it brushed my cheeks, I fear of falling and getting myself killed or hurt. Papa was there for me but knowing myself for being clumsy, I was constantly in a panic mood.
Papa is much older now. Ok, I think it's because he looks older than his age but nonetheless, he's not as strong as he used to be. He gets tired easily plus cranky most of the time. have I mention that papa dislikes us chatting in the car as he feels so left out? Haha, mii knows every name we mention during the conversations with my siblings but papa is totally clueless. I guess I inherited my hatred towards uncertainty from him. Yeah, clumsiness and being forgetful from mii while hate of being lonely and left out from papa. See, it's not totally my fault after all. :P
Baby sis is no longer my baby sis anymore. She has her own stand and opinion.
karen has turned into a good shopping companion and my confidante, replacing kerry who is always not at home. Our age difference is 7years but now I don't feel the age gap any longer. Haha... it's either she's more matured for her age or I have turned into more childish.
Evelyn is always the wild card as I can never understand her. We will argue most of the time. Most of the time, I will pick on her but I don't do it on purpose. I just can't accept her sense of fashion most of the time. Yeah, everyone has his or her own preference and taste but I'm still unable to accept the difference. I will try to learn not to nag at her all the time but I'm sure I won't succeed. Sometimes being a perfectionist is a hazard.
I really do wish that we will stick to each other and be there for each other through thick and thin. I'm aware of the fact I'm being quite impossible and demanding towards my family members simpky because I assume that they will understand I want the best for each and everyone of them. People always assume that I'm good with words but actually, I'm not. I tend to assume everyone will just understand my actions. I have to admit sometimes i dont even understand myself. How can I expect others to understand me, right?
I guess I'll be the way I am for the the moment, in hope that I will learn to express myself even better in the future. Please bear with me for the time being.
Labels: lil chatty chat, lil party princess
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